Week.

I have that stupid feeling again. I have that feeling that I am chasing something that is out of my reach. Stupid girl. I have alot of reading to do, but cant bring myself to do it. Been feeling really shit for the past few days. It is good to be back at uni, company is keeping me sane. I just feel sick in the stomach sometimes. My shoulders are so sore and I find it hard to stand upright somedays. Hopefully my laptop will be fixed tomorrow. Uni wide internet is shitting me off. I find myself people watching more and more every day. I sometimes wonder if I am interesting to watch. I often wonder how I look in someone else's eyes. Do they see through me?